stuck in reverse

I've come to the realisation that I'm really not that good at anything. While others have seemed to find their place I've definitely taken a step backward from where I was a year ago. Honestly, I'm stuck and am unsure of which path to take next. I definitely have lost all passion and drive to get anything done, my knowledge of what I like is severely lacking and I don't know how to go about it, I'm way too emotional and my pride is too precious to be let out to be trodden on repeatly. So what happens now? Settle with mediocrity? I have no fucking idea.

and i do believe i might be going blind

you can't always get what you want.

28 more days.

que sera sera.

(:

knowing you, you're probably reading this now. yes i'm talking about you. hello.

wonder

and sometimes you wonder if you can hold on any longer.

it's been so hard trying to get back into the motion of things especially after having been completely out of commission thanks to stupid dengue. so tired.

if i had words.