7.34pm - 31st december 2005. the last day of the year and a rather whirlwind one at that.

i guess i speak for many other people out there when i say that this year has passed way too fast. much too fast for all of us to comprehend. what i know is that, i'm a year older. a year wiser. i guess it's safe to say that i've matured alot these past few months and boy am i glad!!

it's been about 10 years with nicky to joie and i reallyreallyreallyreally hope i have muchmuchmuch more time with them. we need to buy our malibu AND hawaii beach house. our new york penthouse. our lambourghni, porsche and mini cooper. our restaurant. we need to get into the same university in the same country become roomies and get our dear part time jobs as we try to carve a future for ourselves. i'm so excited for everything that is in-store for me. but before that. DREADED O's! oh nooo.

so i guess i should end with my new years resolutions
1)do well enough to get into a jc and prove everyone that i'm not JUST poly material. i can do do well enough to CHOOSE damnit!
2)get into a good jc. acjc if i can to do drama. or cj where i'll be with all my ijians
3)grow in faith!
4)adopt a healthier lifestyle! (eg. more vegs, more exercise, more water etcetc)
5)START SLEEPING EARLIER!! oh gawsh.

so many. ahahhash i can do it!

4.32pm - life is perfect at the moment. i love my dear dumbells! omg. bball sleepover was heaps fun. we did alot of crap! and well i enjoyed myself. i've really missed them so much these past few months :))

i should win a medal for lasting the whole 2 movies!! i finished marathoning at 5.30 and had trouble sleeping lahH! woke up so many times. but i had fun.

i love yall bballers!!

4.38pm - boo.

4.32pm - late nights and afternoons. how nice. i've been enjoying my 2 something csi's and weird movies. watched thunderbirds last night it was funkaye man! a tad childish. but muahhahas. entertaining all the same. couldnt stop laughing especially when the part about the typhoon in SINGAPORE. hilarious! but you never know. something like that could happen in the near future :|

anyways.
off to stoningg

8.51pm - i've been well pissed at a couple of things in around me these couple of days. be it the way my peers behave and react so immaturely to things said or past occurences. it's quite sad really. but i guess i've been bitching immaturely about stuff like that too. bahh.

have i mentioned that i'm such a hypocrite?
sadsadsad.

dear sam
i hate your stinking butt
you make me vomit
you're scum between my toes
love.well.
you.

1.02am - so like anyways. went to tekong for kors passing up parade and on the way i accidently on purpose eavesdropped on a converseation (not that i need to eavesdrop! hurhur. some people just talk SOOO loudly)

oldish man: (in chinese as we passed escape theme park) that's where the 2 people fell from the ride the other day right? (SOMETHING LIKE THAT LAH!)

youngish man: suicide cases in singapore on the rise. they're like. uncountable.

i was like WAH?! freaking funny please! HAHAHAS

11.24pm - immaturity is uncalled for in most circumstances.
and that. pisses me off.